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My 21st year of my life.   Leave a comment

Today was my birthday and all I Could do was finish up my Godforsaken research paper my English instructor assigned to me and the class. I could make up the stuff for today next week. Either way, today was a busy day despite my 21st year finally came. My mom couldn’t celebrate with me because the consulates from Afghanistan had come over to New Mexico visit the mosque where my mom and her best friend prays leaving all alone all day. I used my $20 her best friend gave me yesterday to some small shopping and I would have had my first sip of saké at home but I didn’t because I had things to do. I could do that tomorrow because I don’t want to get drunk and not finish my term paper that is due tomorrow. But yeah My birthday was boring today and there very little to do but to clean up my room and complete assignments. My mum came home in the evening and wanted to make my birthday dinner and my birthday cake. Life is short but I don’t know when I’ll experience the fun most 21-year-olds do on their birthday. I don’t know when but I hope it’s soon.


Posted December 5, 2010 by lonestargrl in Life

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What an interesting day today has been.   Leave a comment

Today, I was selling an item on the internet and they were a pair of Ed Hardy jeans. I am selling them for $250.86 on I am deciding on how to get my eBay business off the ground and i still haven’t sold a thing yet. Dx how sad. 😦

On the internet, I was on Danny Choo’s blog today and I have never been so impressed and amazed on how much publicity he was getting as an A-list blogger. *o* It was so good, I was picturing myself in the photos he was taking. I was being interviewed by him about my fantastic work about being the first foreign girl to make such amazing manga artwork. I got so overwhelmed about how much publicity I was getting and tried to cry but I kept yelling at myself to smile. It was hard. ;_;

In life, I Drew manga and it didn’t turn out too well. 😦 I Took a lot of photos while I was outside and the photos of the sky and the Landscape are cool, funny and interesting….

The Cloud covering the sun.

Clouds over the mountains

Blow dryer or ray gun? You decide.

Some of the pics I looks as as though I didn’t take the pictures correctly. I dunno. All I have is a camera and shoot whatever’s interesting and funny. (laughs) Anyway back at home, I found some leftover yakult drink in the fridge in my house. I have tried some recently and it taste pretty fruity and it’s very nutritious. My mom was lucky enough to find some at the food bank while she was volunteering. I sometimes wonder how lucky I am to have a great mother that cares so much about my interests in Japanese Cultures. (laughs)

Um, waiter....There's a Yakult in my Drink...

So many things inspire me a lot wherever I go. Whether it’s on the internet on Outside my house; I always take my camera and take pics of what’s in the shy and the most beautiful within my surroundings…even there’s a cloud that highly resembles a chicken or a cloud that resembles the katakana character, Mu (ム).

I think Japan is trying to tell me something...

But as always, I love to tell the world what i’m doing because it never ceases to amuse what I experience. Hopefully, I can achieve the goals I created Earlier this year and finally complete them in the next.

see y’all again soon! 😉

Posted August 14, 2010 by lonestargrl in Blog, Life, Web

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Long time, no view. :(   2 comments

Whew, How long has it been? Looks as though the last time I post on this blog was when I commented about my sister graduating from high school and going to boot camp. Well, Fortunately on both parts both of those events have passed My sister’s doing okay. She finished boot camp and is now in the Naval Hospital completing her doctor’s assistant training . (great 4 her. :D) it’s almost time for me to go back to College (and my Japanese lessons) and I have just started to read books (like i should >w>) but yeah my vocabulary is a bit out-of-context. I am still working on that, though.

My life today is that i’m enjoying reading people’s FMLs (look it up) all day and laughing at the you-deserve-it FMLs and saying ‘ouch’ to the Your-life-Sucks FMLs. I have to set up my to-do list on what to do in the coming fall season. I thinking that I should get another computer since my mom is in a desperate need for one. But, yeah I’m putting that into consideration. What I’m also putting into consideration is getting my website blog on But I may need more info on blogging- like-a-boss and learning how to get comments and instant pay. >>; That will be complete in due time and for now I’m gonna be working with’s domain. ^^;

*Sigh* The song I’m listening to right is downright soothing. The song is called, ‘Hikari no Suashi’ which translates to “Bare feet in the Light”. I started to listen to it after I was listening to ‘Tsuki no ie’ or “House of the Moon”. It was one of the best songs ever made by Akino Arai. Anyway, about Hikari no Suashi, the song is performed by Ishibashi Chie. Great Seiyuu with a soothing voice.

Okay I got to go now gotta prepare for the big week and i’ll let ya know what happened in the coming week. 😉

Posted August 13, 2010 by lonestargrl in Blog, Japan, Life, Web

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Santa Fail, NM   Leave a comment

The turth hurts

399 years old and still doesn't know how to spend money.

I used to feel happy to become a part of this little old city called Santa fe in this grand state of New Mexico. I kept wondering why the city’s taxes are so high that people survive the cost of living in less than 6 months. Just now, I know why….The City and State Government


It’s CRAZY! Why is this 400-year-old city putting its glamor first than its needs? All of the NM residents’ money is out the window for the day when Santa Fé turns 400. For just 24 hours, 3 million dollars are used very poorly to impress the world than spruce itself up for the big day. It’s like President George W Bush spent over 5 trillion dollars to fund the war than to do something about the dangerously high crime rates in big cities and make this Country much more safer. Hearing stories about large sums of money being flushed down the toilet makes me so ashamed of being an American. The Economy is in deep doo-doo already, Why make it worse? Honestly, I believe that this city would’ve done better–no, A LOT better. Because you see, many small businesses in Santa Fé are in financial turmoil and very close to filing Chapter 11. I read in an article that not only did they spend $370,000+ for more 100 hardcover copies of The History of Santa Fé, Vancouver and Jamestown, But gave $5,000 to NM Attorney Carlos Fierro after he killed a pedestrian in a drunk driving accident. Which maddens me as a whole because an SFCC Student would’ve used the 5 Grand to pay off Tuition costs–let alone give away a scholarship worth that much. But NO! They gave the money to him and not the struggling College Student. It’s not fair! This city would’ve invested in itself other than the countries who made Santa Fé and this Country. Public Transportation could use some of that money as well. Right now, Public Transportation is so horrible that Commuters have turned to hitchhiking and carpooling just to get where they need to go. Rather than wait 1-2 hours for a bus to come. Instead of Santa Fé investing in More buses, vans and Taxi cabs, they turned to sending Cookies to the U.K. which cost $264 to ship and another $1,700 per person to make the exquisite birthday dinner. What else? $20,000 a seat for the reenactment on how Santa Fé was Found at the Lensic??!? *headdesk*

This is the reason my Mom wants to Leave New Mexico. It has gone from Financially sane to out debt within the span of 3 years. Personally, I’ve lost faith in living in Santa fe. There is no Hope in being Financially stable. Good luck praying to Jesus and the Virgin Mary when you become broke and in desperate need of money to stay afloat with the rest of us. If Santa Fé was a 16-year-old Girl and knew nothing about personal finance and spent frivolously with a Credit card on unwanted goods than her urgent needs, She would be Grounded for life and put her parents in 16 years of Debt. Frivolous spending is the reason Santa fe is “The Most expensive little town in the state of New Mexico”

Posted January 20, 2010 by lonestargrl in Life

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Guh… -_-;   Leave a comment

There’s nothing to do on the internet. -_- Right now, my little brother is bugging the hell out of me! Dx It’s crazy! I can’t even have 5 minutes of relaxation without him screaming “I want chocolate milk!” every 2 seconds! He’s worse than an uncontrollable barking Pomeranian. It’s really irritating! I love him sooo much but he’s an freakin’ handful! %^$@#* Dx Thank goodness ma’s work times went from Graveyard to Day shift. It’s really comforting. 😀 At least I can cut some time for meditation or something very relaxing. Thank god for Pain relievers (mentally speaking). Fortunately, I have time to do my homework when school starts. Yesterday I thought it was the first day of school. But then, one of the learning specialists told me the Spring semester doesn’t start until the 23rd. :O Really? looks like I got those dates mixed up. Jan.4th was last-minute registration day and the Semester doesn’t start until the 23rd. What a mixup! ^^; Anyway, I’m still looking for a way to make some money. I’m still thinking about Plugging this blog into Google Adsense. I heard you can make hundreds even thousands of Dollars off of your site. xD I want to try it but membership is about $20/month. So I’ll wait for more money before I register. I feel tired..gotta go.
~ ash.

Posted January 5, 2010 by lonestargrl in Life

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Goodbye 2009!   Leave a comment

2010 is almost here and I still haven t learned what’s up. Juken is my sweetie. that’s all I know and I hope for him to have agood life. sorry that this entry isn’t making much sense toyu. but my brain is really wonky at the moment I’l update more as the rush comes….

Posted December 30, 2009 by lonestargrl in Life

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